I bring you this sign on a store window instead. (Sorry about the reflection on the glass....)
And how am I doing?.... Still no resolution from Orb. The manager did write me back and said this would be fixed, but I have yet to see that. Apparently the universe wants me in relative isolation for now. Not that I couldn't sign up for the broadband - I just REALLY don't want two internet bills when it is not necessary.
I've found a car. I haven't got it yet, because my co-worker has to find a replacement car first - and before she can do that, she has to move into their new home they just bought. So I wait. Whatever. It might be three or four weeks before I can have it. Unless I give up and go home before then.
I've had two days of being very down. Today is a little better. I await for some sense of calm knowing to descend upon me... Up until now it's been anything but calm emotionally. I happened upon an Alternative Healing "fair" last Saturday (it was more like five practitioners had decided to get together). One of the healers tested me for free and told me I needed the essence of Orange right now. I had NO money on me and she didn't take credit cards so I couldn't buy it. Then yesterday afternoon I was home feeling TOTALLY out of control sad, panicked, and upset, balling my eyes out - and out of NOWHERE an orange landed on the roof of the house. No-one was around. There are no orange trees around. But this orange just landed on the roof and rolled down the metal roof. I saw it fall off. I looked up "orange" in my Nature Speak book (about the messages and medicine of plants and environments in general) and orange is about "trusting emotions and dreams", "releasing fears and emotional trauma" as well as "calm". OK then. Well, I have been asking for signs lately.